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[sweetjoker]

OOC INFORMATION;
Player: Hotaru
Age: 22
Personal Journal: gekifire
Contact Info: allthetags@gmail.com / hailingjavelin@plurk
Other Characters: Badr (Magi) , Chouza (Itsuwaribito), Yukihina (Code:Breaker)

IC INFORMATION;
Characters Name: Jun "J" Kanzaki
Age: 16
Canon: Bloody Monday (manga)
Canon Point: 1st season chapter 80
Species: Human
Gender: Man
Orientation: Questionable. He doesn'tseem to care about things like that, but he is extra fond of the male hacker in his team.

History: here
Appearance: sweet but dangerous
Personality: 

Jun, at the age of 16, had already earned himself a high position as third in command of his father’s terrorist cult, just below his younger sister, who is second in command. This, he managed because he is a very clever boy, who is the strategist of the cult. However, he keeps many of his thoughts to himself. His plans tend to be complicated, and he has a tendency not to tell anyone the whole part of it. Only bits and pieces for the ones who needs to know or who are useful to tell. He doesn’t hesitate to incriminate totally innocent people, or to share information with the police if he finds he has something to gain from it.

But he could have been the heir to the cult, if only his father had thought he had the right personality fit for a cult leader. Kamishima says that if only Jun knew better how to give, and not only take, he would be more suitable for the position. Because Jun is selfish, and he is well aware of this. He is the kind of person who doesn’t want to do anything that’s not for his own gain, and who only wants to protect those that matter to him. That really doesn’t make him a suitible leader of a cult as big as Kamishima’s, since Kamishima is all about the members of the cult.

Not that Jun ever wanted to be leader of the cult; he never wanted to be a member in the first place, but he didn’t have a choice. He isn’t exactly fond of the other members of the cult, and loathes their devotion to the Blood of Kamishima. The only reason people respect Jun is because he is one of Kamishima’s son’s, and he wants to be respected for the person he is, and not for the person his father is. His father was always distant to his youngest son, and Jun never liked him. He dislikes the members of the cult because of their blind devotion, and only likes one member because he joined the cult because he wanted somewhere to make use of his hacking skills. Since Michael isn’t a devotee, Jun feels it most comfortable to be around him, and Michael is the only one ever that Jun would tell his entire plans to, and the only one he shows his unguarded side to. Because Michael is different from everyone else, and he’s reliable and a bit of a whimp but intelligent and kind, and Jun likes those qualities. Even more so because Michael doesn’t look at him as his father’s son, but as if he’s his own person, and that is something that Jun really values a lot. It makes him feel loved, if only just a bit, and it makes him feel warm inside.

But to be honest, he doesn’t believe in people who say that they “trust” him. Most of all because he knows how hard it is to trust someone. He’ll easily use people in any way that he can, but trusting them is hard. When someone swears to the "blood of God" they swear to the blood relation which makes Jun an "incarnation" of Kamishima, in the follower's eyes. This has a tendency to upset Jun greatly, more than anything else, but he does his best to hide it. He might jerk to a stop and his eyes become empty, but other than that, he keeps on pretending that it's nothing that matters to him. But he truly hates being relied on because he is his father's son, because the trust feels empty and hollow.

He has abandonment issues that not only stems from his father’s distant attitude, but also from the fact that he never knew his mother. When he was little, his mother, Kaname, left the cult, after she had run away from her father to join it. Jun was told that she had left because she didn’t want to be with him, and it hit hard, since he was just a little boy when he was told this by his older siblings. As a child, he easily believed it, and he doesn’t know the truth of it all yet, but it wasn’t Kaname’s choice to leave him behind. Still, this is what Jun thinks, and he feels sad and resentful about it. He also hates his maternal grandfather, who is a popular and powerful politican. He has a problem with thinking straight when it comes to his older maternal half brother Otoya, and is jealous over him having actually gotten to know their mother. He thinks that Kaname’s love in undevidedly centered at Otoya, which it really isn’t.

Jun has the bad habit of, when he gets irritated, bite his nails. He hates to play the obedient dog, son, brother and follower, but if it will get him what he wants, he will still do it. He can play polite and he can play normal. He’ll pretend that he does everything he does for the common purpose of the cult, for the cult’s dream, but he won’t ever completely bend, even if he acts as if he does.

He has a bigger temper than he lets on, and easily snaps when no one is looking. If his plans goes askew, he can get really irritated. He hates being tricked, and he hates when people get in the wayo f his plans and he dislikes when people are hypocitical and roundabout. He also doesn’t like when things takes much longer time than it actually has to. But he prefers not to show this side in front of others, because it would be inconvenient, to say the least. He wants to keep a low profile, and not give away his true intentions. After all, aiming to destroy the people that brought you up is not the most grateful job ever. Besides, he finds being angry a way too unpleasant feeling, and wishes that people wouldn’t piss him off the way they sometimes do. It really grates on his nerves and makes him feel unable to think properly. At least he doesn’t turn violent, which he is glad for.

But when he's the most angry, he smiles, and it has the ability to scare people senseless. One of the times he showed such true anger was when Falcon made Otoya come to the place where Jun was going to fake his death. It was like an unwelcome present, because while he was interested in meeting Otoya, Jun never actually intended to meet him, and definitely not on that rooftop. But he makes use of the situation, tells Otoya the truth about them being brothers, and provokes him. It results in the unexpected action of Otoya shooting Jun, but despite Jun almost actually dying, it's nothing that he finds an inconvenience, because it just made his "death" all the more convincing. But he most certainly doesn't want to talk to Otoya, even on the phone. Not so soon, and it really takes him several years to gather the composition to actually talk to him normally. To be honest, he didn't expect Otoya to really shoot him, even if he provoked him. He was glad that he wore a bullet proof vest, because otherwise, he really would have been killed. He knows he was lucky that he only got away with an injured arm, since he almost drowned in the river after being shot. At least it made his "death" seem realistic.

He needs to “enjoy” everything, and thinks of the terrorism as a game. This is because he knows that to manage from going weird in the head from all the killing, he needs an outlet. Most others find it in some other stress relief, but Jun looks at the world with eyes lacking a serious attitude. If he wants to meet someone, he thinks it’s perfectly alright to abduct them, as when he wanted to meet the Wizard class hacker Falcon. Though on the other hand, he’s not the type to go around announcing his being a terrorist, and he tends to play a pretty low-key game on the outside. He likes to have meaningless conversations, even if he knows there is no time for idle chatter.

He’s pretty good at reading people’s thoughts from their facial expressions, but he will only let this known if it’s convenient from him. Like if he wants to unnerve someone. He can pretend like he’s innocent to make people let down their guard. He can also act completely unpredicted, like when he thanks Falcon for telling him how Third-i found them, instead of being concerned about being surrounded by SWAT. But he doesn’t set a meeting without making plans for any eventualities.

Jun might enjoy to tea, and then in particular he likes sweets, but he can get sick and feel like throwing up just by watching the gluttons he knows stuff their faces. He has a thing for eating things close to their expiration days, and likes junk food and doesn’t hesitate to buy stuff from a convenience store just to let them expire and then eat them. Who cares about things like calories if the food's tasty, right?

He isn’t all that easily frightened, but when Jacob broke Michael’s computer over his knee as if it had been a piece of bread, he did get a bit spooked out. Jun himself isn’t all that physically strong, even if he’s agile and quick on his feet, so seeing something like that can make him think how easy it would be for Jacob to just break him like a twig if given reason.

Jun’s biggest dream and desire is freedom, and he doesn’t care what he has to do to reach that dream. He might murder, lie, and run people’s lives into misery, and he doesn’t care. To him, others are not important. Others except Michael, at least, because Michael is different from everyone else. Anyway, Jun wants a life of his own, not one dedicated to the cult, his father, and his sister. He wants wants happiness, and he wants an actual life where he can make his own choices.

Abilities: He's clever, knows how to pick locks and is generally dexterous.
Other: Did I mention he's a terrorist?

SAMPLES;
First Person: one

[ J, or rather, Jun, as he's called in this place, sets the phone on the table surface in front of him. ]

Hello there, nice to meet you.

[ He waves, cheerfully. ]

Anyone have any book reccommendations? Any type-novels, short stories, manga, fact-really.

[ There isn't really any point behind this. No meaning to it. But he might be figuring out what kind of people are living in this place, if there are anyone dangerous, anyone to keep an extra eye on. ]  

Third Person: 

It's a little unsettling to have your real name, which you abandoned years ago, revealed so easily. At least that is Jun's opinion, as yet again he looks over the papers he had reciever. He looks them over once in a while, looking for some kind of clue that he might have missed before, but he never has much success in figuring things out, no matter how properly he reads through the papers. So it's with a small sigh that he replaces them in the drawer he keeps them in, and puts his mind off the matter. There is nothing he can do at the moment, ut at least he can be grateful that his entire life story isn't written in letters alongside his name. If they had been, he would have been screwed, and he doubted many wanted to assosiate with a terrorist who had caused countless deaths. A terrorist who had ruined so many lives without any trace of the slightest regret.

 

He stopped himself from chewing on his nail, as he felt a bit of irritation at his own thoughts, which just kept circling the same subject over and over without any progress.

 

Something sweet. He needed something sweet to eat, it would manage to cheer him up. Not that he would act put out to anyone (except to Michael-kun, but he wasn't here, sadly) but he knew, and that was enough. That was always enough. If too many knew, be it about his humour or his plans, things might - would - get screwed up. He had seen it happen before, and he loathed when things didn't go as he intended. Which was a reason why it was so frustrating to be stuck in this place. He still had to go away with Michael, much much further from Tokyo than they already were, so that they wouldn't get involved with the Bloody Festival of K's more than they had already been. He sincerely hoped that his sister died, but didn't want Tokyo to be blown up, and so he would watch what happened in Tokyo Tower, from a safe distance where they wouldn't get hit by blast or radiation.

 

Were there any other terrorists in Holly Heights? Of Kamishima Shimon's organization? Of any other? He hoped not, one was enough anywhere, and he didn't want to risk it. He wanted to try to feel this fake safety, this feigned sense of freedom, just in case K survived and came after him, because she would know, she would figureo ut he had told Falcon how to find out the truth of Bloody X. And then he'd be hunted for the rest of his life, because he was a traitor and being a traitor was dangerous. Even more so for his dear Michael-kun, who didn't know how to fight, and he didn't want to risk Michael-kun's life any more than he already had.

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